the path is TOO long.

currently listening to Goapele-Closer

not giving a care about anything in the world....

tomorrow, at approximately 8:00, i'm going to be handed a packet consisting of 14 pages of shit i don't understand. this will be the end of Ms. isaacs precal class...and i'm sure i'll fail it. its not because i've procrastinated or don't pay atention in class, yet its a combination of the two and the shitty methods in which we are taught. this final is worth %20 of our grade, which isnt that much so if i get a %43(lmao), it'll be okay...woo-sahhh.
NOT!
10 minutes later...
right now as i'm typing this, i feel myself falling into a sort of zen-mode. the rain is falling, letting in a relaxing chill, the sweet sounds of goapele are flowing pass my eardrums and warming my soul; "close your eyes and see what you believe", definately my favorite line in the song. right now i wish i could be sipping some nice chamomile tea w/out sugar and just snuggled up in the bed....although i really should be studying. i'm gonna say this once and really mean it: fuck the test. today i took my chemistry final and i'm pretty sure i aced it. it was definately easy. yesterday i took english, which i passed, and french, which i think i got at least a 85 on. but i know this precalculus test is gonna mess up my "feel good about passing all my exams" mood.
that's enough for tonite. going to get some ice cream , talk to ______, and fall asleep.

i took the night off for you...

so today was pretty chill. i woke up in a extremely good mood, probably had something to do with the person i spoke to before i went to sleep ;)
after washing my face and brushing my teeth, i realized that today was my last day of school which made me even more cheerful...but then i became glum again remembering that exams were the rest of this week. not cool. but anyway the highlight of my day today def had to be the varsity lacrosse game. today was a major playoff game. and can i just say real quick, sports is a huge joke to my school; we lose a lot of competitions. but big ups to the varsity lacrosse members because today i've seen thee most amazing game ever and our girls were so respectful. shit, i see why i don't play contact sports....i can't deal with people pushing and shoving you, but they tolerated it well. although we lost the game 15-10, they still won in my eyes. <3>
i'll write more later....gotta review for my french exam, that i already know i'm gonna fail.

shout-out to you Jelly, you've become the reason i wanna
update more frequently.

your body's here with me, but your heart and your mind is still with her...

within the past week, i've felt every single emotion possible. i had a lot to do friday, which overwhelmed me. saturday morning i woke up at 6:30 to take the SATs, which annoyed me. After SATs, i got ready for prom....which was actually pretty relaxing. I took my time, straightened my hair, and put on make-up, which i sparingly wear. During prom, i was bored. yeah, bored. Then excited when they played Weezy Ambitions...like who plays that song at a prom?! shit popped. afterward....oh afterward. we had the traditional "after-prom" experience. if you don't know what that is, then you're dumb. not giving details. but shit popped. but the theme of this blog comes from a conversation Tasheba and I had while chilling in the pool. We talked about boys and girlfriends....and then the other girl. It's one thing to be sleeping around, yet its worse if you think the "side girl" is overreacting if she doesn't wanna be number 2 anymore. lmfao. we just has this random ass conversation.

the perfect song for that scenario would have to be Ne-Yo's song:Back To What You Know.
listen to it...hot shit.
THROWBACK.....i just started re-loving the song Did It Before by my man Lil Wayne. typical good shit.

WHY HAVEN'T I BEEN UPDATING LATELY: THIS WEEK IS REVIEW WEEK WHICH MEANS EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK...ENOUGH SAID.

love you all.
smash