monotonousmonday.

there hasn’t been much going on today. i played tetris for like 2 hours straight.

Blame LATOYA, she’s the reason i’m addicted! but right now, i’m just chillin in the coffee shop with janell…

they’re blurry but we don’t care. ;-)
SMASHintoyou-beyonce. my song of the moment.

thekingofpop.

“people always told me to be careful what you do….don’t go around breaking young girls hearts.” – Billie Jean, all time favorite song.

i remember when me and my brother were like 6 and 7, Scream by MJ and Janet came out….and that was our song. i remember when we had this old ass stereo system in our house, but as long as we could listen to our song, we didn’t care. he used to play Michael and i was Janet, and we would just dance. just a pretty nostalgic moment.

he knew how to put on an amazing show and his outfits showed that he knew he was king. it’s crazy how people only really begin to pay you attention after you die. he made great music and besides all the scandals, he was still the shit. for the past few days I've been showing my respect for him as an artist because the only songs I've been listening to were by him. Every time i turned on the television, I was watching whatever Michael Jackson video special was on. RIP Michael and I'll forever be a fan.

all promo shxt.

big ups to my bff jordan, better known as J. Smith.
check, check, check him out...cuz homie, i swear he's fresher than you.

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smash.

“We get crazy, like we get put in straight jackets and we stay in padded rooms.”

yesterday, me and a few friends ran thru the jazz festival in west oak lane. one side, you can see the people that actually came to enjoy the festival. and the other side was like 40th street. you know how all the teenagers in philly who have nothing better to do than walk up and down 40th street, well walnut lane served as their “strip.” Instead of the west/southwest people i’m used to seeing, these peeps were all from mt. airy/ west oak lane. and i noticed a few things:

-the way they dress; why the fuck are these girls still wearing uggs. its almost summer. and this Lo’ phase needs to go farr away. we saw polo bucket hats. lmfao. shit got real. like everyone swears they’re the shit if they have on something polo. can i just throw out there that i was wearing polo in middle school. now everyone thinking they getting money so they can get nice things. but whatever.

-the way they approach people; normally i’m used to just ignoring the yeaarps i usually hear while walking down the street. but this dude i met yesterday was so respectful i felt bad for turning him down. i just wish his face matched his personality. also his friend was cool because he had an iguana on his head.

after walking around for a while, we decided to blend in and posted up next to these dudes who were cool as shit. all had on lo’. i guarantee you lol. then we noticed how everyone was like in their squads and we started re-enacting how these ghetto bitches take all their myspace pictures. lemme break it down for you:

this is the myspace girl pose number one. middle finger up and mean mug on ya face.

this is myspace girl pose number 2. stick out ya donk and put your hand on your hip lol.

and here’s the classic boy pose. BANG BANG. fuckouttaherenutassyoungboa. lol

and here’s us, badd, classy, and original.

after the festival was over, you know the cops were deep. so we decided to walk to McDonalds, so 40th street, to get erinn some ice cream. but guess where all the “black people” were, McDonalds. and bitches were about to start fighting and then it started raining and it was like ugh, i wannabeinwestphiladelphia. but then me and nish remembered we got a long ass way home. we waited for the 6 bus for like 25 minutes, was on it for like 15, then had to get on the sub and then i had to get on the 34. yo, i swear i’ve never been so hype to see the 34 trolley before. i started clapping when i saw it and mind you its like 12 o’clock and its nothing but really bums in the terminal. they were looking at me like wtf is wrong with this girl. and then the trolley was completely empty when i got on but this random ass oldhead came and sat next to me. it freaked me out at first but i was like i just hope he doesn’t start talking to me, and he didn’t. maybe he just wanted to sit next to me….but whatever. shit popped in west oak lane but i still like west/southwest more ;)

&& don’t forget the BANG BANG.

&&thanks nish for the pictures.

so not human X i'll pull down the clouds for you.

yesterday idk where i was, but i wasn't on earth. i was woke with a text from Janell talkin about this poppin ass graduation party her cousin was having. and peeped how it was forwarded to everyone so everybody that was somebody would be there. so i was like i guess i'll go to this little function. i second guessed if i wanted to go when i remember the jazz and arts fest was still going on. but i stuck to what i knew because i know no matter whereever i am, if i'm with the right people, shit'll pop. and that it did. i ended my night around three with a blurred vision and consistent laughter at nothing.

this morning i woke up to a call from janell....questioning the previous nights events. and when i really woke up, woke up...it made me remember why teen drinking is very bad. the low down "i feel like shit" feeling you get the next morning makes you say never ever again. but when i really think about it, it's worth every bit of it.

thee dynamic duo. get like us sorry, you can NEVER be us.

and since i haven't blogged in a while, i have this video...special just for y'all.....i was at the gym with my mom, you know, working on the body, (gotta keep it tight) and this fat lady was too funny........LMFAO. okay, i understand big people go to the gym to lose weight....duh. but this shit right here was soooo unnecessary. she's like doing these crunches standing up....but really fast. its just weird.

mwah.

AaaAHhhh Choo~Nasty Shxt.

i woke up this morning and FELTTT BETTER....until as soon as i turned my computer on and was like 'yaaay i can update now because i feel energized and i got somethings to say', i sneezed. not no normal just AH-Choo. here's the nasty part...i sneezed, and mucus covered my laptop screen. i guess i'm not too much better. FML.

maybe you'll get more mucus energy outta me later.
smash.

flu/mono/headcold?!

for the past week, i've been coming down with some sort of sickness, which i can use as my excuse for not updating. i've been so tired and weak. hit my cell if you love me. lol. i'll prob be most likely sleeping. but lemme leave you with a treat:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbolQkohkfA

"I DON'T WANNA GET OLDER"

before i ramble on, lemme just start by saying where the title of this blog came from. my bff's boyfriend is a hot ass rapper and that's the title of one of his songs that i like, and it definately summarizes how i think this summer is gonna go. wow, since i haven't updated all weekend, i gotta summarize the events. friday was full of crying and bittersweet memories as we had our day-before-last day with the seniors. all my friends were seniors so it was very hard for me to say goodbye. after a night of dancing and karaoke with the girls, we stayed up all night in the dorms just geekin. then came saturday and there was one thing: tears. lots and lots of tears. i'm not really much of a crying person but i cried a lot because 1.) there not gonna be there next year in school with me anymore and 2.) i'm a SENIOR!!!!!!!! AHHHH it hasn't sunken into me yet but i'm a senior.......it's scary....idon'twannagetolder.

saturday when i got home, the first person i saw was janell. we drove around for a while and jordan had a sweet 16 to perform at so we went to support them. big ups to him. after that, i went to my cousin jennifer's 17th birthday "event" which consisted of lots of dancing, *drinking* which i honestly didn't partake in, and just pure craziness. my night ended around 3. then came sunday. once again, lex, toya, and i tried to make our "park date" occur. it kinda did, but not how it was really planned. damn those kids don't like to share swings.....especially this real fat girl who DIDNOTWANNAMOVEE! ugh, idontwannagetolder. after the park, toya and i had our "mini-date" in which we strolled around 40th street, not on no hype ghetto black teenage-girl stuff, justchilled. it was pretty cool and we had nice discussions and i found out that John Legend went to UPenn. ah, that's good to know. and as i type this, i eat my usual breakfast when i'm home of french toast sticks!! however, mom let me down this morning because we ran outta syrup so i had to eat it dry....it's all good. the breakfast i loved as a child still remains..and yet still, i don't wanna get older. SIKE! i do. getlikesmash.

i don't need candles or cake...

when i first hear the birthday sex song i was like what the hell is this trash. then when i really listened to the lyrics...i was like oh hell no. my mom commented on the song saying its sad how men are starting to downgrade the ways in which they treat women. my mom was like, shit he don't even need to buy her mcdonalds, just sex....BUT THEN.....i saw the video. one of the classiest and flyest videos i've seen in a while and it really changed my idea of the song. Jeremih is really sexy and the set of the video was reasonable. i was expecting cheap paid video girls that looked all grungy and a messy house. but the video was the complete opposite. as for the concept of just birthday sex, i think i'll still pass on that tho.

after seeing this video, i wanted to look at Jeremih more as an artist and see what other things he is doing. his album is set to be realeased on June 30th and i think its gonna be good. besides his ahh-ah-ahh's in the song, his voice is one i'd enjoy listening to. there's a little snippet on this up-and-coming artist.