bitch i'm back on my grizzy.

okay so today a few things inspired me to start blogging again but the main thing was the fact that i really miss it.

there's about 26 days until graduation and shit is about to get real....crazy. icantwaitforUDelaware.

so yeah, here I am, about to be a high school graduate. i already have plans of the parties i'm attending this summer and i already bought two new dresses needed for the bad girl behavior i will be partaking in; oh yeah and i'm single and taking over the fuckin city.

(being in a relationship was great until i realized all the extra stuff that came with it, which wasn't so great; there was miscommunications, going separate ways, and we just need some time apart; we'll get back together but not anytime soon.)

SO UNTIL THEN....i've regained my freedom and i'm back at "it."

It took me some time to re-realize my worth and understand that my happiness should always come first. Which was a shame and very unexpected for a self-centered person like myself, but hey...shit happens.

As for school, it's exam week and i'm not stressed at all because i just keep thinking about going back to Philly on friday for two weeks. The girls here annoy me just at the sight of their faces and their phoniness is more apparent than ever. So i stay to myself. In my room, txting, playing the sims, and sleeping....dreaming of the happier times in Philly. I know who and where my friends are and they aren't in the woods of Oldfields.

so fck all you hoes.

woosahh. ah, i missed this little box where i just ramble about any and everything. i applied for like 30+ jobs yesterday cuz i was so fuckin bored. this summer i refuse to be broke. pretty girls should never be broke. so yeah, hopefully someone calls me back. i even applied to work at a martial arts camp. like wtf. those little 8 year olds will probably be kicking my ass.

maybe i should actually study a little bit for my french exam tomorrow, and oh yeah, i applied to work at a french immersion camp, too... so maybe its a good idea that i sharpen up my vocabulary.

ALLONS-Y.